Prioritize. I worked out today. I think I figured out a way to add working out into my daily routine. Which I know will improve my moods drastically. Now, if I could only get my homework done on time and not forget what's due.
The list of things I need to do is a towering one:
Practice Spanish
Write more
Write more poetry
Write any poetry
Keep up on my dream journal
Figure out ideas for the cover of M&S
Figure out how to stimulate the writers on campus
Do my theory readings
Do my theory hw
Start my midterm projects
Inter-library loan novels that I'm too poor to buy
Get a job
Keep said job
Master said job
Run more
Work out every day
Read everyone else's blog posts
...
I could keep going forever. I feel lazy. Apparently there's this thing called relaxing. I'm not at all familiar with the concept. I've spent the day watching movies with my cat and can say that I feel a bit like lard. Unmotivated.
The phrase that comes to mind is, "When it rains, it pours." I think I'm a pretty positive person, but there's only so much that I can take before I go all doom and gloom and just want to not do life anymore. Looking back on the last two weeks makes me just want to shut myself in a room and never come out again. I just watched Spirited Away and I'm pretty sure that Kohaku was talking to me when he said, "Don't look back."
Oh awesome. The screen on my laptop is flickering. Don't even think about it laptop. Ain't nobody got time for that.
On a positive note, yesterday was my first Valentine's Day alone in 6 years. It wasn't nearly as scary as I thought it'd be. Remus (my cat) is the best date.
This post is sub par. Oh well. Here's a picture of my cat. And some snow.
I'm trying to keep my new blog deadline of posting my thoughts on Fridays.
I love the movement of this piece...using the list is great!
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